Today has been stress stress and more stress. Did shitty on my nutrition exam and it’s got me worried about my grades, if I have under a 2.0 this semester I’m kicked out. Signing to rent a house with a bunch of friends, with no money to back it up. Nowhere will hire me……. fuck…….. shit could go to SHIT and I’m outta house, home, and education.
I’m waiting for that special moment, when I can sit comfortably. Sadly, this is all I mean. I just want to stop worrying, all I do is worry- worry about school, money, a job, a car, a place to live, and in the deepest nether realm of my brain I long for love, but I’m not ready for that… not until I straighten all this shit out.
So for now, I’m waitin for that special moment to arrive.